Friday, December 25, 2009
Loving Isay and Jason
Now to more cheerful things than my previous post. :D
I never thought I could get this addicted to a Pinoy reality show as I am now with Pinoy Big Brother Double-up (PBBDU) Edition of ABS-CBN.
It's been the nth season of the show but I am more hooked with this than the previous ones. As in I would like to know what's going on with the housemates almost 24/7. This is because of the love I'm seeing between 2 housemates Jason and Melissa (Isay as how Jason fondly calls her).
They're from 2 different provinces and surprisingly they hit it off from the time they got together in one house of the show. And as what we've read and heard from Jason himself, he's almost decided to quit the show until Isay arrived. Isay definitely had done something good for Jason for we started seeing him laugh and became more open. You have to watch the show to know why many of us love hearing and seeing him laugh.
I don't wanna narrate the details of how they got so close but I just wanna say that what I'm seeing from them helps me believe again in the magic of love. Though it's making me wish again that I could find my own 'Jason', it's really a refreshing sight watching them. I really get affected each time they're not talking to each other for some silly reasons or not. And I really get so 'kilig' watching their 'lambingans' and 'karinyo brutal' they give to each other.
And I am hoping and praying that what they're having right now is for real and not just because they're just lonely inside Big Brother's house.
*sigh*...
I never thought I could get this addicted to a Pinoy reality show as I am now with Pinoy Big Brother Double-up (PBBDU) Edition of ABS-CBN.
It's been the nth season of the show but I am more hooked with this than the previous ones. As in I would like to know what's going on with the housemates almost 24/7. This is because of the love I'm seeing between 2 housemates Jason and Melissa (Isay as how Jason fondly calls her).
They're from 2 different provinces and surprisingly they hit it off from the time they got together in one house of the show. And as what we've read and heard from Jason himself, he's almost decided to quit the show until Isay arrived. Isay definitely had done something good for Jason for we started seeing him laugh and became more open. You have to watch the show to know why many of us love hearing and seeing him laugh.
I don't wanna narrate the details of how they got so close but I just wanna say that what I'm seeing from them helps me believe again in the magic of love. Though it's making me wish again that I could find my own 'Jason', it's really a refreshing sight watching them. I really get affected each time they're not talking to each other for some silly reasons or not. And I really get so 'kilig' watching their 'lambingans' and 'karinyo brutal' they give to each other.
And I am hoping and praying that what they're having right now is for real and not just because they're just lonely inside Big Brother's house.
*sigh*...
Christmas 2009
Warning!!! Writer on senti mode again!!!! :)
I should be happy I got to celebrate another Christmas under a roof, my temporary home despite of the calamity that struck our place (along with others').
Yes, there's really a lot to be thankful for before and after Ondoy. Will not enumerate them right now for I might miss something that may be important. Too bad, I didn't really took time out to write them down as they come/occur.
And sorry if I can't focus on them right now for I'm feeling senti again...I'm glad I'm all alone here at home right now so I can bask on this loneliness and get to think about things. Though I wasn't able to hold back tears while having my brunch and my tita's still around then. Good thing she didn't see me. What made me cry? Well, I was on the verge since last night. But earlier, after learning that my tita liked/loved my simple gift, and some people close to me crossed my mind, I couldn't stop tears from falling. Took me around 5 minutes to relax and go back to the present world. :)
This year's another tough year for me, especially emotionally. I'm getting scared that I'm giving justice to what my other tita said some time ago about my being emotionally unstable. :( It hurts hearing that from someone so close to me. It really hurt.
I wanna be strong and keep going but it's really hard for me. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm lost now. I've been so stubborn and unfocused.
It's my fault. Can't blame anyone else but me. I really should learn from this.
Merry Christmas to me.
I should be happy I got to celebrate another Christmas under a roof, my temporary home despite of the calamity that struck our place (along with others').
Yes, there's really a lot to be thankful for before and after Ondoy. Will not enumerate them right now for I might miss something that may be important. Too bad, I didn't really took time out to write them down as they come/occur.
And sorry if I can't focus on them right now for I'm feeling senti again...I'm glad I'm all alone here at home right now so I can bask on this loneliness and get to think about things. Though I wasn't able to hold back tears while having my brunch and my tita's still around then. Good thing she didn't see me. What made me cry? Well, I was on the verge since last night. But earlier, after learning that my tita liked/loved my simple gift, and some people close to me crossed my mind, I couldn't stop tears from falling. Took me around 5 minutes to relax and go back to the present world. :)
This year's another tough year for me, especially emotionally. I'm getting scared that I'm giving justice to what my other tita said some time ago about my being emotionally unstable. :( It hurts hearing that from someone so close to me. It really hurt.
I wanna be strong and keep going but it's really hard for me. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm lost now. I've been so stubborn and unfocused.
It's my fault. Can't blame anyone else but me. I really should learn from this.
Merry Christmas to me.
